So usually a day for me is just a mix of emotions.
I can either start off really well and end bad, or start of bad and end well. The fact that I have mood disorder doesn’t help me out much either. One minute I can be so happy and nothing in the world can bring me down, and then the next minute, I hibernate and exclude myself from the world. But even so, I still try and stay positive.
A lot of the times when it’s bad, it’s really bad. I get easily bothered by anything. On those days, I’m very unproductive and keep to myself. I won’t socialize at all. Which if you know me personally, you know that’s not me. I’m usually really verbal, loud and outgoing. When having a day like that, it usually ends on somewhat of a good note. I’ll force myself up, run myself a bath (with the works), journal and meditate. After doing all of that, whatever I was going through that day, seems so small and innate.
When I’m having a good day, it’s amazing! I wake up early, eat throughout the day as I’m supposed to, get things done and still have my me time. I love those days! But honestly, who doesn’t? I feel so good when I have a day like that. It gives me a sense of empowerment. Like I can conquer anything. I’m really trying my best to have more good days than bad. When you set good intentions first thing when you wake up, the rest of your day will be great and filled with positive vibes. And I strongly believe that!
My life isn’t perfect by any means, but turning negative things into a positive, sure makes it a lot better! Trust me!